CHAPTER ONE
CHRIS took a long bite off the cheeseburger and returned it back
atop the spread handkerchief on the seat beside him, looking first at the
speedometer, then to the fuel gauge and next to the clock. They were all
displeasing. Then he uttered a sigh and looked through the windshield as if
trying to calculate the distance per time left to complete the less than barren
expressway. The fuel meter indicator had tilted towards the red bar.
He had been on the expressway for what seemed
like an eternity, though only a couple of hours and hadn’t seen a single soul,
save a few scraggy and empty-looking shacks, a couple of ranches, those tanned
pigs, swards of grasses, a few short trees more or less strung together; most
of the time nothing, just clear, bare, open ground laid in a way that it looked
like it’d been spread for foundation – it seemed to have no end.
Yet the long stretch was nearly not on his
mind. He remembered his one and only other time of taking this expressway. It
was more than a month ago. Every mile per hour had seemed the longest distance
per time of his life. The road brought back a legion of anguished, poorly suppressed
feelings back to him, and they all had one thing in common.
Alice!
She had meant the world to him. She still meant
the world to him. It was a skimpy floral-patterned dress that started it all. Or
was it his resolve to stop by at RamÃroz’s to take beer? Either ways, it turned
out to become the best day, nay, night of his life. He remembered the sensual
dark-brown eyes, her wide heart-melting smile, and the dimples that her smile
always uncovered.
He quickly lost himself
in thought.
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IT was barely three years ago.
He was sitting in front of the counter, looking
at and counting the brands of beer and whiskey at the rack. Most he knew of,
others he was deciding when next to try them out. He had a half-filled glass of
yellow liquor rolling in his palms. Surveying the rack, he barely noticed when
she appeared beside him.
“Nice assortment, you think,” she started. They
were her very first words to him. Her melodic voice fluttered in his mind, a perfect
allure.
He turned his head in her direction. And kept
it that way for a long time. She wore this pretty pink dress that stopped above
her knee. He wasn’t a ‘pink’ person. He usually preferred deep red, somewhere
near brown but not too near but right then and there, pink was the only color
he knew. It was perfectly floraled too or at least that was the way he saw it.
She crossed her legs to bare most of her thighs. He looked at her face and his
face locked on there. Her eyes were the most beautiful he had ever seen.
Somehow the world became clear, almost ethereal. The lines of her face were as
smooth as mirror. They sort of reflected… so many things to him, some he hadn’t
as yet understood.
“Yeah… exotic…” he said, barely knowing he
mentioned anything.
“I’m Alice by the way,” she said.
He kept staring at her. After a few seconds,
give seven, she continued, “And you are…?”
Still he kept staring at her face, in hypnotic
fascination.
She looked at his glass, picked it and took a
nip off it. “You know it’s here you get to tell me your name.”
Something held him stiff, blocked his mind from
reception. He took a long gulp from his glass, rendering it empty, in order to
bring in some form of perception.
“It goes like ‘I’m… something’ you see,” she
said lifting her shoulders a little bit below her ears, “It shouldn’t be that
hard.”
Still he made no reply.
“Suit yourself then,” she said, took
a swig from a glass he hadn’t noticed her holding and turned to the other guy
beside her. That ultimately jolted him into.
“Chris nice to meet you,” he said all at once.
She turned smiling, “Yeah, it always seems to
work. Hi Chris-nice-to-meet-you. Nice beer.”
The bartender, a broad-shouldered, tidy, bald
guy with a wispy accent Chris had long known as Bob made a timely show up and
an opportune assistance.
“Anything else?”
“Yeah,” he said, his confidence recovering. “Um…
Bob, I’ll have whatever the lady’s having.”
“Hmmm,” she said taking a long sip, “Sierra Nevada.”
“Coming up,” Bob turned back.
“How come I haven’t seen you around before?”
she said looking at him.
“What?” He said knowing what he heard but
barely understanding what she meant.
“No it’s that you seem to be regular and
familiar with here. I stalk here a lot too but I’m just…” she explained.
“Yes. It’s actually… well… so… um… big place
eh?” he mumbled.
“A bit I guess. So Chris-nice-to-meet-you, tell
me about yourself.”
And so it began. At length, they talked through
the night, mostly about beers as well as others. She laughed so many times it
saved him from wordlessness. Her smile was gorgeous, very good-natured. They
ended that night swapping phone numbers, e-mails, home addresses, and all those
sorts of things.
They spent a date three
days later on Miami Beach. It was the best day of his life. They shared a lot
of things that day. That was the one and only day he had given any woman his
heart on a platter.
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HE recollected himself and looked at the
fuel gauge again. It had fallen slightly. He picked up his cheeseburger and dug
out another mouthful. He chewed for a few minutes then felt odd. The
cheeseburger had picked another taste, a very disgusting putrid taste that left
him feeling like gagging.
He rolled down his window and spat out the chewed
cheeseburger. He looked at the one in his hand. It was the regular cheese with
the other whatevers sandwiched with… there!
It was unmistakably dark brown, the half eaten
cockroach. Its first pair of legs twitched for three seconds. Its antennae were
still alive and the disgusting juices of its dark innards stained the cheese’s
veggies. Its head with the loud compound eyes stared into Chris’ eyes like it had
known his dark dirty secrets and he’d killed it for that.
The sight made Chris retch. The food inside him
started to perform an anti-peristaltic movement up his oesophagus. It took a little of him to put it back in but he still had the sour
taste in his mouth.
“Ok, what’s the idea?” he blurted and flung the
remaining cheeseburger through the window as well. He picked up the lemon juice
from a holder near the hand clutch, rinsed his mouth and spat out. Then he felt
like gagging again and downed some more of the lemon juice.
“I’ll never buy cheeseburger
again from a side stand,” he cursed. After another few minutes’ drive, he took
another swig of lemon juice and drowned himself in his thoughts.
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ALICE! They dated six years and some months.
She had a sister and a father; her mother she’d lost in her preteens. Her
father had made a name for himself in the military, a very respectable one too.
The name Major General Edward Armstrong always sent a bolt through the stoniest
of officers, including a handful of those above him.
His two daughters were his joy of living, his
source of staying alive. Celine had a respectable sense of humor. She was four
years younger than her sister and livelier. She was more than halfway through
theater arts. Alice was through with law school.
The old man made acquaintances with him and put
him through in his career, pulling some strings, even though he felt he was
never really liked by the man, anything to make his daughter happy.
He was an architectural engineer with a Masters
qualification. He had dreamed of finding a job, marrying a good wife, having
wonderful kids and happily ever after. Alice was the key that opened that door
to all of his life’s possibilities. Through her father, he got a contract and
then contracts followed. They married a year later and had their first sex. It
was the best feeling he’d ever felt, that very first time. She was the perfect
woman.
How then had it all gone
wrong?
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OUT of the dipping sunset’s multicolored horizon,
a black figure suddenly loomed. As he drew closer, he realized it was a Honda,
and certainly broken down.
He reduced the car’s pace slowly till he
stopped beside it. Its bonnet was open. There was a young woman standing beside
the driver’s door which was also open. She had a purple shawl wrapped around
her neck, down and across her chest. She wore a long navy blue dress, black
boots and had her hair done up in a particularly fashion that reminded him of
nuns. Her face was long, accentuated by a sharply pointed chin. She gave an
uninterested look as Chris walked up to her.
“Nice afternoon,” Chris said.
“Uh-uh,” she muttered and nodded. “So you’re
going to York.”
Chris nodded. “You seem to be having problem
with the car.”
She nodded and cracked a smile through her
rocky lips. “Yeah… the engines just stopped. We don’t know what’s wrong with it
yet.”
“We,” Chris said, not surprised.
“Yeah, Father Psalm… he’s under,” and she
pointed under the Honda. “We were heading to St. Monica’s before the load of
metal just buckled.”
“Told you to stop giving my car names,” a
fagged voice warned frivolously from beneath the car.
“It’s a small town further away from the
expressway at a bend not too far away. Father Psalm was called to administer
there. It seems to be some serious stuff going on there the way Father’s been
going about it,” the lady continued.
“Hmmm,” Chris said and bent to look below the
car. He could trace out the not too dark outline of a man. “Well done, Father
Psalm, you need any help?”
“Who’s there?” the fagged voice called and a
pair of glasses glinted towards the opening.
“I’m Chris, a fellow traveler.”
“Hullo to you. Um… I’m almost done here. I
still need to hold this thing up but this’ll do till we get to St. Monica’s.
Thank you all the same.”
Chris had no idea why he asked. He had very
little knowledge of automobiles. Give him a car and he could draw it, its
innards and its outside but fixing it, he was dull in auto DIY.
He pulled himself up to face the lady once
more. “I was wondering if you’ll allow me drop you two off at this St.
Monica’s. I’ll probably have to head there too. I reckon there’s a gas station
there and you guys can find a suitable mechanic to come and fix the car good
and proper.”
“Yeah, it wouldn’t have been a problem for me but
Father… he has had an unimpressive history with hitchhikes. One time he did he
said the driver, a guy, and the only other occupant, a lady, were doing each
other. That was why the church got him the car. And yes, I think there’s a gas
station there.”
“You can come along yourself and get back with
the mechanic.”
“I don’t know…” the lady began.
“I think it’ll be a good idea,” Father Psalm
chipped in from beneath the car. “This suddenly looks like it might take a
while.”
“Ok… but hope you won’t need anything?”
“Where are the burger… and the Latin script?”
“They’re both at the back,” the lady replied. “And
the coffee’s at the foot of the seat.”
“Then I’m good,” the Father said, “thank you,
um… it’s Chris, right?”
“Yup,” Chris replied.
“Godspeed to you two and drive safe,” the
Father said, “and Rosa, give me a call when you get there.”
“I will,” the lady called Rosa said.
Chris opened the door for Rosa but she didn’t
enter immediately. She walked to the passenger seat of the Honda, took out her
bag, walked back to Chris’ car and then entered. Chris closed it behind her and
knocked on her window. She wound it down.
“Say, did you get that burger from a side
stand?”
Rosa nodded.
Chris gave a ‘well I could’ve thought so’ look
and turned to the Father’s car. “Father Psalm, do check the burger properly
before eating it.”
Father Psalm mumbled something long that at the
end sounded like ok. He probably had a screwdriver in his mouth. Chris entered
into his car, started it and took off.
After a few minutes’ drive, Rosa broke the
silence. “What was that about?”
“What?” Chris asked before finally
understanding. “Oh… it’s… I bought this cheeseburger from a side stand. I’d
eaten more than half of it and ate half a cockroach caught within the veggies.”
“Gross…” Rosa said as she half-contorted her
face in disgust and half-chuckled.
“Yeah, it was pretty gross,” Chris replied. “I
almost poured the whole thing out. It took almost all of the lemon to push it
back in.”
Rosa nodded approvingly. “So… New York.”
Chris nodded. “It’s my… wife.”
“You miss her,” Rosa more of asked than said.
Chris nodded. “Who
wouldn’t?”
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A
forty-minute drive later, a large metal-grey gate loomed into view. They were
twenty minutes off the main road on a dirt path, partly swallowed by weeds. Rosa
had made the best use of that time to sleep. The way it sprung before Chris
gave it the reminiscence of grand ghost houses in horror movies.
It looked heavily corroded. The lower parts of
the gate was covered in moss and climbers, particularly bindweed, that made
Chris wonder if the town was so small they couldn’t get a gardener to weed the
place regularly. The shrubs on the sides of the entrance were getting pretty
bushy as well, very ill-impressing.
As he drove closer, he noticed that pieces of
the gate had broken due to its rustiness. A fairly large wall formed a boundary
and stretched deep till it disappeared behind the woods. The walls were
rain-washed and coated with algae. A large colored wooden label hung atop the
rusted gate, the label bearing, “WELCOME
TO ST. MONICA’S”.
“Well it’s a small town,” Chris muttered as he
halted a few meters from the gate. Rosa was still asleep.
He honked. Nobody appeared. He honked again,
this time longer and waited. Still nobody showed up to open the gate. Rosa
flinched lightly and mumbled some things Chris didn’t bother to try to listen
to.
He released the ignition, got out of the car
and slowly walked to the gate, quietly inspecting the surroundings. He got to
the gate and looked through it. There was no one around, none he could see. He
inspected the gate. It had been bolted tightly from outside with a huge chain
wrapped around in a way that the gate seemed impossible to move, inside or
outside. A big brass padlock was used to hook the chains in place. Chris
wondered why anyone would lock the gate so strictly without keeping a watch.
“Hey! Is anybody here?” He called out and the
wind answered back with a splash of chilly draft. Beyond the gate was a barren
stretch of road just as much as outside was.
As he began to wonder on how to manoeuvre
the lock, he heard a shrill cry. It came in a sudden, an instant, and died the
next.
He turned to the car. He could but faintly make
out Rosa in a fit of thrashing and struggling with what he couldn’t see or
understand.
He covered the distance between him and the car
in four quick steps and lolled into the car. Before he could sit, Rosa jumped
out of hers and grabbed him with her fingers right around his neck, clamping
them a little too tightly.
“You will not kill me!” she screamed. “You will
not kill me, demon!”
Chris struggled with her hands in vain. The
more effort he used in trying to pry them off his neck, the tighter they
became. The strength she used greatly left him flabbergasted. His breaths came
in painful gasps.
“Rosa, what’s wrong with you? What…” he
coughed.
Her hair was a tangled mess. Her eyes were
bloodshot and the right one had a bleeding scar beneath it. When she cried, it
was like there was another voice, a dark one, besides hers inside of her.
As Chris began to feel the air left inside him
begin to churn, Rosa withdrew as if she’d come back to her senses before falling
into another paroxysm of thrashing. She hurriedly loosed the scarf around her
neck and tore it apart in a mad instant.
Chris held his neck and fell out of the car,
gasping for air. He could scarcely believe what had just happened. His mind was
reeling from the pain. Still he rose almost immediately to check on Rosa. She
had stopped squirming and thrashing and was now breathing in low, painful,
short breaths with her head hung low but still mumbling things.
Chris thought back over this event. Before he
left the car she was quietly sleeping, maybe not too quietly but still… then a
few minutes later, she became all enraged like a possessed child. Briefly, he
wondered who he’d carried in his car. What the hell was she? A schizophrenic?
He wasn’t sure. He gave her a few minutes to come to which turned out to be
wise.
“Chris…”
“Yeah,” Chris returned apprehensively.
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah. I think so.” He brushed his hair with
his fingers, “Are you?”
“Just…” she started to say but stopped and drew
in short breaths. “Wha’ happened?”
“You tell me,” Chris replied. “I went to check
the gate. It was locked by the way and then I heard your cry which didn’t even
sound like you and you were flinging your hands everywhere and… it was scary.
You also tried to strangle me, I should add. It’s like you were cool and asleep
which I prefer now one time and in the next minute you became Hyde but now you’re ok again.”
“I had a dream,” she said. “I’m sorry.”
Chris faked a smile that rolled into real. “It’s
ok. Must’ve been a hell of one. You weren’t yourself.”
As he was speaking, he noticed that Rosa wasn’t
looking at him. She was looking behind him, straight towards the woods. Chris
looked back, searched around and faced Rosa again. “What’s wrong?”
She looked at him and mouthed something quietly
before she said, “Follow me,” and walked out of the car and strode towards the largely
low-growing greenswards and sedges. Chris followed behind, the first impression
upon his mind being to stop her. He neglected the thought though and simply
followed. There had to be a reason. Their footfalls made sick crunching noises through
the grasses.
“Why are we coming here? What are we looking
for?” Chris whispered loud enough to beat the whistling of the breeze on the
leaves.
Rosa didn’t answer him quickly. Rather she
looked around the bushes and paused, looking from here to there intermittently.
The leaves were beating against each other and against the breeze.
“I think… I saw something here,” she finally
said. “It’s not something good.”
“You saw something?” He asked.
Rosa nodded. “It was like warning me not to
come to… him. Something was chasing him. He was scared. The dark was coming and
he screamed… for me to get out of there. He was swallowed by the dark… then it
chased me… dug its claws on my shoulders…”
Chris could see it. She was visibly shaken,
very terrified. “Maybe we should leave here,” he started.
“Do you smell that?” she said, wrinkling her
nose in disgust.
Chris smelled the air. “Wha ---,” and then the
wind coiled in his direction and he smelt it. It was disgusting. It was like
someone had killed a big rat and pushed its carcass into an almost finished
condensed milk tin, tightly sealed it and opened it after twenty days. It
smelled rotten and decayed, very strong too. His stomach clamped together in
irritation and he strongly willed his undigested food to remain where it was. He
couldn’t speak out properly when he did try.
“What… the hell is this?” he said.
“It’s something dead. It’s horrible, I know,”
Rosa replied.
“We have to find it.”
Rosa nodded and kept looking around. The
semi-tall clumped grasses, shifting ceaselessly in response to the order of the
wind, made it difficult to find anything in that hedge. However, they kept
looking, advancing deeper into the hedge, getting closer to the trees, the
smell getting stronger and more repugnant until Chris saw it.
The leaves parted somewhere close to the trees,
making way for something within their midst. They both approached the parting
and even when they got close enough to see whatever was there, Rosa had to fall
back to a few seconds choking but Chris moved on and saw what it was.
It was horrible. It was feminine. She was
decaying but she wasn’t the only thing decaying there. Not less than four
carrions of vultures filled the dead space around her. One of them had its beak
widely open. The remnants of their rotting bodies were splayed and were quickly
being consumed by alopecia.
Parts of the woman’s waist had been, Chris
hated to think it, eaten off her, dried blood, bone and ribs with protruding bloody
entrails was all he could see. Two of the fingers of her one free hand which
stretched out from her body pointing towards someplace were missing. Numerous
flies were dead around her. In fact everything around her was dead, except the
leaves.
This body was the source of the effluvium
parading this place.
Chris was finding it hard to think straight. He
surveyed her face, at least what was left of it. Her hair had turned mud-dirty
brown but that was half of it. The other half seemed to have been ripped off by
force. Parts of her skull could be seen amidst dried blood, nerve endings and severed
muscles. The rip took one of her ears along with it. Her eyes… it was too much.
Chris lost it. This time he vomited, with wild
vigor. Rosa had recovered from her choking and walked to the body. The body’s
eyes, well she no longer had eyes now, just dead maggots poured from blank
moist sockets. Rosa fell into another spasm and vomited on one of the vultures.
“Who the hell could’ve done this?” Chris asked
after recovering, his face contorted.
“Let’s… let’s get away from this place…” Rosa
whimpered. Chris couldn’t have agreed less. He took a last look at the body.
There was a wide hole on her forehead. Dead maggots hung from the wound along
with dried pus. That was enough. The little remaining sense he had pulled him
away from there.
“There’s something there,” Rosa called and
pointed to another parting. He’d had enough of dead bodies but already Rosa had
begun to run to the parting so he followed. She stopped there looking at
something but she wasn’t flinching so Chris rebuilt what plenty confidence that
body had demolished and looked over.
This one was a man, huge and dressed in
military camouflage. He laid face down on soft mud and sported a .44
semi-automatic pointing to his head. There were two holes, one on both sides of
his head, Chris observed, one proportionately larger than the other. The larger
one resembled the one the dead lady had on her forehead. His eyes were closed
tight. A chunk of his neck seemed to have been bitten off and there was pus and
dried blood all over the wound.
“He’s the one,” Rosa stuttered.
“He’s the ‘who’?” Chris asked.
“The darkness took him,” Rosa replied. “I saw
him in my dream.”
“Well, the darkness took him all right,” Chris muttered,
nearly beneath his breath. “Let’s get back to the car. We need to get inside
and report what we’ve seen.”
Rosa shook her head in a ‘yes’ manner that was
weak and not too assuring. As they were turning away from the body, Chris
caught the glimmer of a bunch, about four keys beneath the belt.
“Seems the guy was the watch,” Chris said as he
turned the body over. The smell issuing from this body was nothing compared to
the lady’s. None of the scavengers/predators had found his body, save a few
flies which were also lying in dead heaps but Chris knew that was only a matter
of time.
He cautiously undid the man’s buckle and
removed the keys, taking also the semi-automatic. He didn’t know where he got the
feeling from that he would need it.
They both walked to the gate, their impaired
manner of walking portraying the gravity of what their mind and eyes had
perceived. Their minds were heavily troubled.
Chris fumbled with the keys before finding the
right one that opened the padlock and then he undid the chains and opened the
gates wide. It gave a metallic, squeaky sound, one he really, really hated. Then
he walked back to the car.
“What do you think?” Rosa asked.
“I think you should call Father Psalm first,” Chris
answered gravely. “He should know the best step to take.”
Rosa nodded and reached for her bag, got her
phone and dialled. After a few minutes converse, she hung up.
“He said we should go in and report to the
church first. They would in turn get security. Or we can report to any patrol
we come across,” she explained. “He also said he will be joining us in fifty-three
jiffies. It seems he has made progress with the car.”
In reply, Chris dove back into the car, started
it, drove in through the gates and stopped a few meters from it. Rosa stayed
back, locked the gate with the chains and padlock and hooked the keys on the
rails of the gate in an easily visible place. There was no one in sight and it
gave the place an aura of awkwardness that clawed at her flesh.
She joined Chris and he
drove into St. Monica’s. The noon was already beginning to wear out. The sun
had started to recede into the west and the evening air was beginning to grow
thick, thicker than phlegm. Chris felt the chill. So did Rosa.
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FATHER Edmond Psalm cut the phone and slid it back on the seat.
He opened the back door and took out a dirty hanky with which he wiped his
hands clean of grease, leaving worry openly shown. His round face was pale. His
receding hairs were black and full. He adjusted his glasses.
He had heard everything from Rosa concerning
the two fell bodies she and Chris had found and was gravely worried. Were the
bodies related to the reason he was being called to the town? Rosa seemed
pretty shaken about what she saw, he could tell. But she was a very strong lady
and she had a wonderful gift.
The Father slid into the driver’s seat and
turned the engine. It coughed briefly, then roared to life but after a few
seconds fell silent again.
“Bother,” he muttered disappointingly. “At
least it was an improvement. Might as well take a break,” he said. He searched
the back seat, saw the burger wrapped up in a white opaque nylon and took it. He
searched the foot of the seat and found his coffee. He removed the burger from
the nylon and prayed over it. As he was about to eat it, he remembered what –
it sounded like a warning – that young man Chris had told him before he left
with Rosa. He took it apart and inspected all its veggies. Being assured there
was nothing else apart from what was meant to be there, he ate up.
#
He was left standing on a path, the
sides all bristling with thorns and thistles. He looked up. The sky looked intangible,
devoid of clouds and stars; a large void waiting to engulf all that looked up
to it. There was no one in sight. The breeze rocked with an eerie noise, like
the rasp, sharp whistling of steam ejected from a kettle, only less intense but
completely permeating. He caught a horrible stench of decay. It made him hold
his stomach.
“Hullo,” he called, “anyone here?” Nobody
answered. He looked around, left then right.
Suddenly the temperature dropped and
went chilly and everywhere he turned, white began to grow. White flakes of ice
began to coat the thistles.
He snuggled into himself, his arms clasped around his belly
tightly. “What’s going on?” He turned around. He spotted something on the
ground behind him. It was small so he crouched to get a better view. Its furry
coat, dark brown stripes on dull grey – it was a Persian cat. It was dead and
splayed. Its head faced the other side. The horrible smell pulsated through the
air.
He tore off a stick from the thorns and
poked the animal with it. It didn’t move. He turned the body the other side and
almost immediately wished he hadn’t. A large chunk of its stomach was missing.
Its dried intestines fell out, hanging over the edges of its revolting orifice.
It’s dark, grim, yellow eyes were opened and it stared straight at the Father
absently.
“Could it be alive?” Father Psalm asked
himself whispers.
TAP! TAP!
He turned quickly. Out of the misty
atmosphere, a figure emerged. Having an aeriform outline at first, it advanced
to display a morbid, solid figure.
It was a girl probably in her
middle-teen. She was small and sluggish and had her hands held down like they
were claws. She was shrouded in rags and had impaired walking. Her staggering
footfalls were heavy; they reverberated through the air. Another irritating
stench filled the air, this one thicker than the cat’s. She drew closer with
every reverberating footfall and as she came close enough, she stretched her
hands forward like she wanted something and wanted it very badly.
Her face came into view. It was
beautiful but deeply scarred in several places. Her hair was a wet, matted mess
upon her head, stretching to her back. A clump of it hung from the front,
covering the left half of her face. Her right eye was red and inflamed.
“Uh… Hullo, lady. Is anything the
problem? Are you okay?” Father Psalm asked.
She stopped, looked at him maliciously
and tilted her head, stretching the left side of her neck.
“Are you okay? Um… do you know where you
are… because I don’t,” Father Psalm muttered taking a step backwards.
The girl then stopped, turned her head
up and uttered a shrill inhuman cry. As she cried, veins grew beneath the skin
of her face but retracted with the cry that stopped almost as quickly and
suddenly as it’d started. She began to quicken her pace towards the Father. He lurched
backwards but he tripped over the dead cat and could’ve cursed. He looked up to
see that the girl had crossed the distance between them in no time but the
moment she got to where he fell, she fell to the ground on her two hands and
knees, as if in supplication. Her hairs poured to the ground in an oily heap.
She began to cry. The poignant smell was all too evident.
Courage and colour began to return to the Father’s face. Slowly
and warily he stood.
“Help me!” the girl sobbed. “Please,
help me! I’m tired of fighting.” She turned her face up to the Father and for
the first time he noticed how very pale she was, how very red her only visible
eye was.
“PLEASE HELP ME!!’ Her plea turned to panic-stricken
scream. “HELP ME!!!”
Pity swept through Father Psalm’s heart.
He wanted to help her. He had to help her… from whatever was haunting her. He
stretched his hand to touch her shoulder.
“I will help you,” he said reassuringly.
“I will help you. But I don’t know who you are.”
“I’m M… M…” she started to find it hard
to talk.
He laid his hand on her shoulder and
felt her shudder. “I will…”
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He gripped the steering wheel tightly and
opened his eyes. A splitting headache welcomed him. He looked around him to
find he was still in the car, still on the expressway.
“…help you,” he finished. He realized he had
been dreaming and already it was getting very dark. The sun was little to be
seen. The sky was heavily stained with signs of twilight.
He got out of the car and went to the bonnet. There
he calibrated the engine properly, tightened the battery and closed it. He returned
into the car and started the engine. It coughed for a few minutes before it started
and this time it stayed.
Heaving a huge sigh of relief, he released the
clutch and jammed the gear into place and slowly kicked the accelerator. He
looked at the time. He had spent about fifteen minutes sleeping. The half eaten
burger had gotten stuck between the seat and the hand clutch. He returned it to
the nylon. He picked up his coffee and very nearly dropped it immediately. It
had become icy-cold. He drank it anyway.
As he drove, he thought about the dream and
wondered what it portrayed.
“God help us,” he ended.
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